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30 June 2013 @ 03:09 am
Nobody breaks my heart  

Quoting Haruki Murakami in Sputnik Sweetheart, I am always tripped up by the eternal “Who am I?” paradox but the funny thing is that no one would know me as well as me.

But, this is what I know about myself so far – I’m a lover and fighter. I fight for the things I love and believe in. I’m extremely strong-willed and am an introvert. Most of the time, people perceive me as someone who doesn’t like to talk a lot in real life, but the truth is – I just don’t talk when it’s unnecessary. I have a tendency to distant myself from people (no reason at all, actually) and I take time to warm up to people. I would say I can be really picky with my friends.

I have a hard time forgiving people and also have a hard time forgetting. I am governed by my family and my ambition. I will go all out for my ambition and dreams but I have an escapist streak in me but it’s one of the things that makes me, me.

I like a lot of things but I love very little things. Most of the time, I either hate something or love something, there’s no middle ground.

I hate to display mushy feelings and appear weak, so most of the time, I put up a stoic front. I have a clear things of how I want things to be, so I can perceived as ruthless, critical, unyielding and pretty inflexible in my ways and thinking. I like to think of myself as an enigma, but I think I’m relatively easy to figure out. If there is a word that can sum me up, that word would be contradictions.

Sometimes, I think too much, feel too much and do everything in excess. I hate to depend on people, though I’m not too independent myself.

I aspire to be an copywriter or art director and satisfy my wanderlust.

Some of the things I do in my free time are reading books/manga/graphic novels, watching tv shows/anime, listening to music and finding out new music to listen to, lazing around, doodling and sketching, hanging out with my friends at isolated cafes, graphic designing (in my own terms), being inspired, coming up with interesting storylines to accompany the music I’m listening to and write (especially sad, angsty, melancholic stories with a happy twist)..


MUSIC: Cat Power, Paramore, The Rocket Summer, The Smiths, Plain White T's, CocoRosie, Busted, Dashboard Confessional, The Cure, Michelle Branch, H.I.M, Automatic Loveletter, Sex Pistols, Nirvana, Florence + The Machine, Rilo Kiley, A Fine Frenzy, The Pretty Reckless, Eisley, Asian Kung-Fu Generation, Best Coast

BOOKS: Looking For Alaska - John Green, The Catcher In The Rye - J.D Salinger, The Great Gatsby - F. Scott Fitzgerald, The Perks Of Being A Wallflower - Stephen Chbosky, Bonner Brother Series - Susan Elizabeth Phillips, Paper Towns - John Green, Love Is A Mix Tape - Rob Sheffield, The Hunger Games Series - Suzanne Collins, Darkest Powers Series - Kelley Armstrong, Saving Juliet - Suzanne Selfors, Where Rainbows End - Cecelia Ahern, Vampire Aacdemy Series - Richelle Mead, The Time Traveller's Wife - Audrey Niffenegger, Just Listen - Sarah Dessen, Prozac Nation - Elizabeth Wurtzel, Norwegian Wood - Haruki Murakam, Bloodlines Series - Richelle Mead, The Hunger Games Series - Suzanne Collins, Divergent Series - Veronica Roth

ACTORS/ACTRESSES: Reese Witherspoon, Rachel McAdams, Winona Ryder, Hilary Duff, Rachel Bilson, James Franco, Topher Grace, Patrick Dempsey, Johnny Depp, Kaya Scodelario, Luke Pasqualino, Jack O'Connell, Nicholas Cage, Leighton Meester, Heath Ledger, Joseph Gordon-Levitt, Alexis Bledel, Evan Rachel Wood, James Dean, Eva Green, Kristen Bell, Ian Somerhalder, Amanda Seyfried, Bobby Campo, Robert Downey Jr

MODELS: Freja Beha Erichsen, Abbey Lee Kershaw, Luke Worrall, Ash Stymest | Josh Beech, Francisco Lachowski, Amanda Nørgaard, Dree Hemingway, Tyler Riggs, Suvi Koponen, Dorothea Barth Jorgensen

MOVIES: Eternal Sunshine Of The Spotless Mind, The Breakfast Club, Factory Girl, Edward Scissorhands, Koizora, The Notebook, The Virgin Suicides, 10 Things I Hate About You, A Walk To Remember, Just Like Heaven, FF VII: Advent Children, Across The Universe, Girl, Interrupted | Breakfast At Tiffany's, Casino Royale, New York Minute, White Oleander, Anastasia, The Time Traveler's Wife, Sleeping Beauty, Hercules, The Curious Case Of Benjmain Button, Whip It, Tangled

OTPS: TV: Freddie/Effy/Cook (Skins), Sid/Cassie (Skins), Chris/Jal (Skins), Tony/Michelle (Skins), Chuck/Blair (Gossip Girl), Seth/Summer (The O.C), Kat/Patrick (10 Things I Hate About You), Duncan/Veronica (Veronica Mars) | Anime/Manga: Sasuke/Sakura (Naruto), Shikamaru/Ino (Naruto), Neji/TenTen (Naruto) | Sai/Sakura (Naruto), Yuki/Machi (Furuba), Kureno/Arisa (Furuba), Hatsuharu/Isuzu (Furuba), Dark/Riku (D.N.Angel), Yoh/Haruna (Koukou Debut), Ren/Nana (Nana), Takumi/Hachi (Nana)

BRANDS: Givenchy, Balmain, Stolen Girlfriends Club, Marc Jacobs, Obesity & Speed, Alexander Wang, Sonia Rykiel, Chanel, Cheap Monday, Tiffany & Co., Elizabeth & James, Christian Louboutin, Jeffrey Campbell, Bess, Demonia, Ed Hardy, Dr. Martens, Yves Saint Laurent, Vans, Moschino, Oak, Topshop, Chloé, Vivienne Westwood
Graphics: capulettes
Others: sasusaku skins_rating furuba_rate anastasia_rate
sparks_stamps enchanted_stamp shojo_rate ninjafy
narutomirror mockingjaystamp
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Jacintha: Effy And Freddie - Now You Knowschmaltzyyy on November 30th, 2009 03:21 pm (UTC)
Thanks! How's after O's going for you? :)
(Anonymous) on December 2nd, 2009 12:28 pm (UTC)
Room for bestfriends? ;_;
Jacintha: Juliet Simmsschmaltzyyy on December 2nd, 2009 08:33 pm (UTC)
Aww! You have a LJ account right, you can use that, I didn't forget about you, and FYI - there's always room for you. But if you hate that username of that LJ account, you can always create a new account and besides, LJ is fun, helps to cure boredom too, browsing thru communities and looking for pretty icon. Thanks for still checking my LJ, BFE <3
Samantha: Blair W. (Ma Chère)purplack on December 8th, 2009 05:24 pm (UTC)
(virtual thumbs up)
hakim93 on December 26th, 2009 05:17 pm (UTC)
Add me!
Jacintha: Kaya Scodelario - Dazed & Confusedschmaltzyyy on December 26th, 2009 05:19 pm (UTC)
Ok added! Add me back too buddy!
Chromaggiaxpandapoo on January 4th, 2010 04:25 pm (UTC)
Okay, hai. I love your choice of idols. I myself adora Kurt Cobain, Courtney Love and Sid Vicious. [Cause aren't they just the best? They're the most raw motherfuckers]
Oh my god, you love the Cure, and for that...I adore you. [Even if don't quite know you...
Okay, yeah. I'm going to have to ask---Friendage?
[Plus you like Skins, so yeah---pwnage]
Jacintha: Kat Von D - High Voltage Tattooschmaltzyyy on January 4th, 2010 04:29 pm (UTC)
Let's be friends! Glad to find someone who shares the same sentiments as me <3 I'm going to add you, add me back!
(no subject) - xpandapoo on January 4th, 2010 04:41 pm (UTC) (Expand)
B: effylovejustlied on January 26th, 2010 05:18 am (UTC)

you said you were interested in being a maintainer for my community skins_rating, and i waswondering if you still were because that would be awesome!
Jacinthaschmaltzyyy on January 26th, 2010 08:56 am (UTC)
Yeah I am still interested actually :)
(no subject) - lovejustlied on January 27th, 2010 05:09 am (UTC) (Expand)
(no subject) - schmaltzyyy on January 27th, 2010 01:07 pm (UTC) (Expand)
Janey...: Skins - Sid - Aloneloversopolite on January 28th, 2010 05:05 pm (UTC)
Thank you for showing an interest in joining skinsland, but you must apply at this post (http://community.livejournal.com/skinsland/421.html) to apply for a team!

Thanks and I hope to see your application soon!
-Janey (goonie_freak)

(sorry, I had to post this here since you turned off you PM option)
Jacintha: Clementine Kruczynski | Eternal Sunshineschmaltzyyy on January 29th, 2010 08:15 am (UTC)
Re: Skinsland
Oh sorry you had to go through all the trouble and thanks for informing me. I've submitted an application already!
Emily: hayley williamscullendiggory on January 30th, 2010 10:50 pm (UTC)
Haiiii !
I'd love to be friends, because.... We're both Skins lovers! heheh, soooo, friends??? :) x
Jacintha: Hayley Williams | Headphonesschmaltzyyy on January 31st, 2010 08:38 am (UTC)
Definitely, plus we're Paramore lovers too! Gonna add you xx
Katie: Thumbelinakaysoul on January 31st, 2010 08:17 pm (UTC)
Oooh your an Automatic Loveletter fan? :D We share a ton of interests and you seem like a really cool person. Friends? :)
Jacintha: Dimitri/Anastasiaschmaltzyyy on January 31st, 2010 08:20 pm (UTC)
Yes I love Juliet Simms especially!! You do seem like a cool person too, I realised that you're quite active at stamping communities - so that's another similar interest. Definitely going to add you x
Nicole: zeppelinnicolle_016 on February 14th, 2010 07:20 pm (UTC)
A fellow lover of The Cure and The Smiths?? Another Spontaneous Idealist?? Okay, I could go on forever because you like a LOT of the same things I do haha, and I've seen you around a lot of stamping comms so would you like to be friends? :)
Jacintha: Sid Viciousschmaltzyyy on February 14th, 2010 07:22 pm (UTC)
Sure thing! Adding you :) I'm curious, what other things do we have in common ? ♥
(no subject) - nicolle_016 on February 14th, 2010 07:51 pm (UTC) (Expand)
(no subject) - schmaltzyyy on February 14th, 2010 07:53 pm (UTC) (Expand)
(no subject) - nicolle_016 on February 14th, 2010 08:06 pm (UTC) (Expand)
 Laurencorleoned on March 24th, 2010 09:03 am (UTC)

Sorry. I'm still too busy collecting the pile of spit on the floor from staring at the glory of your Sid banner *Q* -adds like the Sex Pistols freak she is- XD
Jacintha: • in love with a beer bottle & mirrorschmaltzyyy on March 24th, 2010 09:21 am (UTC)
LOL definitely going to add you!! ♥
(no subject) - corleoned on March 24th, 2010 09:22 am (UTC) (Expand)
(no subject) - schmaltzyyy on March 24th, 2010 09:27 am (UTC) (Expand)
fudgesicles on April 1st, 2010 07:33 pm (UTC)
You seem really awesome!

Jacinthaschmaltzyyy on April 1st, 2010 09:56 pm (UTC)
Definitely, I added you! ♥
explosivexecute on April 2nd, 2010 01:51 pm (UTC)
Hi! LOL!
Jacinthaschmaltzyyy on April 2nd, 2010 01:52 pm (UTC)
ex_crucioed on April 12th, 2010 01:05 am (UTC)

We have a ton of things in common - and quite a few mutual friends too. We're also in quite a lot of stamping comms together {and share same stamps at the lovely skins comm you maintain! xD} and I was wondering if you would like to be friends? :3 <3
Jacinthaschmaltzyyy on April 12th, 2010 09:55 am (UTC)
Oh sure thing hun! :) I'm going to add you ♥
(no subject) - ex_crucioed on April 12th, 2010 12:51 pm (UTC) (Expand)
Iss.hatefanfics on May 22nd, 2010 03:06 pm (UTC)
sid vicious.. Skins.. Sleeping beauty.. Paramore.. I think i just found my twin.
lol. I love EVERY single thing you like. (: Please add me?
Jacintha: Sid (Locket)schmaltzyyy on May 22nd, 2010 03:40 pm (UTC)
Re: sid vicious.. Skins.. Sleeping beauty.. Paramore.. I think i just found my twin.
Of course! Hehe I'm always glad to find people who have the same taste as me ♥
~ Vejibra Momiji (Lady Padme Naberrie): Alice and Teavejibra on May 26th, 2010 10:43 am (UTC)
*O* Would you like to be friends? XD I'm mostly quite but a good person and I love sasusaku :D but I love life and nature :D too.
Jacintha: Sakura (Lover/Fighter)schmaltzyyy on May 26th, 2010 03:32 pm (UTC)
Of course, you're my twin sis' (daisyulliel) friend and it's nice to find another SasuSaku supporter! ♥ Going to add you
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Jacinthaschmaltzyyy on June 5th, 2010 05:53 pm (UTC)
Of course! Adding.
eatcommonsenseeatcommonsense on July 7th, 2010 10:15 pm (UTC)

I'm livej friends with your sister (I didn't realise she had a twin till she pointed me to Capulettes) and I'd love to friend you too (: I absolutely lovelovelove A Walk to Remember/Across the Universe/Rachel McAdams/Alexis Bledel/Robert Downey Jr./Busted....

and your Mr McQueen (:
Jacinthaschmaltzyyy on July 8th, 2010 01:38 pm (UTC)
Hehe of course! Nice to know you :) Adding you now.
whoops-loops ; only $9.90: GLEEgreyscaleflower on July 8th, 2010 01:38 am (UTC)
Hi! I'm a member of Furuba_Rate, and though I'd add? :)
Oh, and, do you mind if I advertise my new comm I've made? It's CLANNADIAN. Do I need to affiliate first or..? Anyways, thanks for making such a lovely comm like Furuba_Rate x3 I'll be sure to post an application ASAP.
Jacintha: Rin (Haru's Girl)schmaltzyyy on July 8th, 2010 01:40 pm (UTC)
No problem at all! You can promote at furuba_rate, just make sure the post is neat and it's properly tagged (you don't have to affiliate to promote but if you'd still like to affiliate, let me know)! Nice to meet another Furuba fan. Going to add you now.
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Jacintha: Marianne (Sweetheart)schmaltzyyy on July 19th, 2010 03:46 pm (UTC)
Sure thing! I'm already following you on Tumblr too. Adding you right away :D
عقرب: ss ✩ ( ... )grimoire on August 9th, 2010 09:18 pm (UTC)
Umm I feel weird for asking for friendship (since i rarely do it anyways D:) but umm, I was wondering if you would like to be friends? Obviously i have been seeing you around for quite some time and i always thought you and your sister are quite awesome and interesting. We may not have that many similar interests other than love for disney/animated movies or shojo animanga/naturo but i believe fandoms are not the most important thing. We may have different view on some stuff based on your intro but I think we may get along well? well if you don't want then don't worry and just ignore me and my weird talk XD
Jacintha: Megara (Lover)schmaltzyyy on August 10th, 2010 01:01 pm (UTC)
Aw you're awfully nice :) Of course, I'd add you - it's so nice to find someone who loves disney/animated movies + shojo animanga + NARUTO! You seem like a nice person too and I've recognised you from a few stamping coms. I'm going to add you up ♥
(no subject) - grimoire on August 10th, 2010 07:50 pm (UTC) (Expand)
blackette on September 29th, 2010 06:41 pm (UTC)
You seem like a really great person, plus you're a fellow SasuSaku comm maintainer, so I was hoping that maybe we could add each other.

We also happen to have several pairings, Disney movies, and a low tolerance for pessimism in common. <3
Jacintha: Megara (Lover)schmaltzyyy on September 29th, 2010 07:20 pm (UTC)
Of course! I've been wanting to add you too actually :) Great to befriend another SS fan hehe. Love your Meg icon!
(no subject) - blackette on September 29th, 2010 07:28 pm (UTC) (Expand)
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Jacintha: Clementine (Sunshine)schmaltzyyy on October 2nd, 2010 09:29 am (UTC)
Oh, sure, I've seen you around couple of stamping communities too :) Going to add you!
Maia Moo: rm - lovelymoosmiles on October 3rd, 2010 11:31 pm (UTC)
Hey! I've seen you around and you seem really cool! Add me?

I'm Maia, BTW.
Jacintha: Clementine (Sunshine)schmaltzyyy on October 4th, 2010 03:36 am (UTC)
I've seen you around too! Going to add you!
chilledpurplechilledpurple on October 9th, 2010 03:33 am (UTC)
Hey, we share a lot of interests (like your taste in books is AWESOME) and I'm a member of furuba_rate...friends? :)